You’re Safe… Until You’re Not
- Catherine Cooper
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Part 2 in the series: When Something Feels Off
This blog is part of a series exploring a familiar but often unnamed experience: that sense that something feels off , even when everything sounds reasonable.
It’s the unease that lingers after a conversation you can’t quite explain. When reassurance doesn’t settle the body. When coping is encouraged, but something inside tightens instead of easing.
Across this series, I’ll be looking at why these moments occur, how people are subtly trained to doubt their own signals, and how mismatches between words and actions show up in the body, often long before the mind can make sense of them.
We’ll move through relationships, systems, education, healthcare, power, and pain, not to assign blame, but to understand patterns.
How well-intentioned structures can override conscience.
Why fear-based control rarely creates safety.
And why alignment matters more than compliance.
Some pieces are written for those just beginning to notice the mismatch. Others are for those who already see it clearly, but have learned to stay quiet.
This series isn’t about fixing people. It’s about naming what the body already knows.
Thanks for being here!
Why Inconsistency Breeds Anxiety
Anxiety does not usually come from one big event.
More often, it grows quietly in environments that appear safe on the surface but feel unpredictable underneath.
You might be told you are supported.
You might hear reassurance.
You might even believe it in the moment.
And then something shifts.
A rule is enforced that was never mentioned before.
A tone changes.
A process escalates without warning.
A decision lands that contradicts what was previously agreed.
Suddenly, safety feels conditional.
Not gone entirely.
Just uncertain.
And uncertainty is where anxiety takes root.
Safety is not a promise. It is a pattern.
Anxiety is often described as fear of danger.
More often, it is fear of unpredictability.
The nervous system does not relax simply because someone says, “You are safe.”
It relaxes when experience confirms it.
Safety is built through patterns that remain steady under pressure.
When those patterns change without warning, the nervous system adapts by staying alert.
That adaptation is not pathology.
It is protection.
The impact of “safe until you are not”
Inconsistent environments teach a quiet lesson.
You may be safe.
But you need to be ready for that to change.
This shows up in subtle ways.
You might over prepare for conversations.
You might replay interactions afterwards.
You might feel exhausted without knowing why.
You might struggle to relax even when nothing is actively wrong.
The body is not responding to danger.
It is responding to uncertainty.
Why this feels so destabilising
When care and control coexist, the nervous system receives mixed signals.
Kind words say one thing. Actions say another.
This contradiction forces the brain to work harder to predict what will happen next.
Prediction requires energy.
And when prediction becomes constant, anxiety follows.
This is why environments that are polite but unpredictable can feel more stressful than ones that are openly difficult.
At least open difficulty is consistent.
Conditional safety and the anxious loop
When safety feels conditional, people begin to adjust themselves to maintain it.
They become more compliant.
More careful.
More self monitoring.
They may think, “If I just do this right, things will stay calm.”
But conditional safety is fragile.
The rules are not always clear. The goalposts move. Responses are not always proportional.
So the nervous system never fully settles.
This is how anxiety becomes chronic, not because someone is weak, but because their environment is unreliable.
Why some people feel this more strongly
People with anxious or traumatised nervous systems are not overreacting to inconsistency.
They are detecting it more accurately.
When safety has been withdrawn suddenly in the past, the system becomes highly attuned to shifts in tone, process, or expectation.
This sensitivity is often called hypervigilance.
But hypervigilance is not a flaw.
It is what develops when predictability has not been guaranteed.
Reassurance without consistency
Reassurance without follow through can increase anxiety.
When words promise safety that actions do not uphold, trust erodes.
The body learns not to rely on what is said.
It learns to stay alert instead.
This is why repeated reassurance without structural consistency often makes things worse.
The nervous system needs fewer promises and more predictability.
Anxiety as a rational response
Seen this way, anxiety stops looking like a disorder and starts looking like logic.
If safety depends on variables you cannot control or predict, staying alert makes sense.
Your nervous system is not broken.
It is responding appropriately to an unstable pattern.
The problem is not the anxiety.
The problem is what keeps shifting beneath it.
What allows anxiety to settle
Anxiety reduces when the nervous system no longer has to keep scanning for change.
This happens when expectations are clear and stable.
When responses are proportionate.
When words and actions align over time.
When support does not disappear under pressure.
Consistency, not control, creates calm.
Trusting what your body is telling you
If you find yourself thinking, “I never know where I stand,” it is worth listening to that.
That feeling is not negativity.
It is information.
When your body struggles to relax in environments that claim to be supportive, it may be responding to inconsistency rather than danger.
Recognising this is not about blaming people or systems.
It is about understanding why anxiety shows up where it does.
You are not failing to feel safe
If safety keeps shifting, your nervous system will keep adapting.
That is not weakness.
It is wisdom.
Sometimes the most compassionate question is not, “Why am I anxious?”
But, “What keeps changing around me?”
Because anxiety often makes sense once the pattern becomes visible.
And clarity, even before change, is its own form of safety.
Next in the series: Compassionate People, Harmful Outcomes: How Systems Override Conscience
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